Writing this morning...Today was a gorgeous morning...was able to spend some QT with the bf. Side note~does anyone else besides me think it is weird to be in your 30's or 40's and calling someone your boyfriend or your girlfriend? Yea me too. Anyway, I am sitting on his patio~reading, thinking, dreaming. Wondering if this main with his strong convictions and outrageous opinions could really be the one who I am destined to be with. I have stewed, prayed, thought, dreamed, and even talked to my roommate some about him & me & us~~ but can anyone really be on the right page when it comes to personal and intimate relationships? Yes, I want the fun and the romance and the chemistry but even more I NEED stability, strong character and sense of self, a Christian man, a good father, and a caring man. He is all of that. And he listens--sometimes. It's a work in progress but he is working as much as I am working. This could be it. But I think it is more than butterflies and tingling toes, giddy smiles and shy winks...its gotta be solid. Like that old song used to sing..."Solid...Solid as a rock...that's what our love is!"
It is what is is...and I don't know yet about this thing called love and when you go with your feelings or what makes sense...and so That is all I have to say about that!!
Until next time,
Dani
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